I've been home for 3 days, and hate it soo much
I miss Tarra, I miss Texas, and I can't believe I'm saying it, but I miss the heat there
I called an agency about help for applying for a k1 visa and such... OMG they were a lot of help. It's not going to be as hard as I thought it would be, or is it going to cost half as much.
so I'm going to go apply at the calling center here so I can make more money so I can afford school and shit. If I get the job there, even though its further away that I'm going to have to bike, I don't care cause I'll be making enough money to get shit done.
As a goal to keep my mind off bot being with Tarra, I'm going to try and draw at least one thing a day so I can improve and, as mentioned, to keep my mind off not being with her.
You could not believe how much I miss that girl. She is honestly everything to me.
but... in 7-8 months I'll be getting an appointment to go to montreal to go have a meeting with a counselor to see if I'm able to move to the states.... Whoopee. That isn't very exciting, but more like... scary... Oh well, I'm doing this... I'm going to do this!!
anyways
I'll talk to you all later
one love ♥

I love you Tarra